Hot Boys

It's funny how much farther you can run when there is a cute guy on the treadmill next to you.

I don't like working out, I don't like sweating, but I REALLY don't like going to the gym. I don't need men seeing me sweating and straining. Yuck!

My gym has a "ladies only" area, so my plan was to stay in there. However, I learned quickly that running on the treadmills in the cinema is much easier. It's dark, so no one really sees how much you are sweating, and watching the movie keeps your mind off of running.

The last time I went, it was pretty late, so there were only a couple other people in the cinema. I went in today, started my warm up, when a cute guy came in and hopped on the treadmill next to me. Something else I discovered - it's easier to inconspicuously check guys out in the dark cinema. Hehe. When I would ordinarily take a walk break, I kept running and running and running. AND I was running faster than cute boy.

Maybe the gym ISN'T such a bad place to meet guys. I think my gym membership is going to pay off more than I thought...

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It's a Tuesday night but it feels like Sunday. Once I finally went to sleep early this morning, I slept until noon. Going to sleep is going to be a bitch tonight.

I don't think I'm so much lonely; I've really been enjoying the time alone while A has been visiting her dad. I do, however, need some masculine affection. I really miss the "c'mere" and being pulled into strong warm arms before falling asleep at night.

I've been single for a long time. Almost exactly one year. I was getting pretty excited about dating again. I feel like I'm finally ready to actually put something into it. Now that I have a date lined up, I'm starting to have second thoughts. I've been thinking of excuses today on how I can bail. It's started already. Ugh, this is going to be too much work...